Single Christian Network

HI, I HAVE BEEN SEPARATED SINCE FEBUARY. MY WIFE CHEATED ON ME AFTER 20 YEARS OF MARRIAGE, WITH STRANGERS SHE MET ON LINE. I HAVE MOVED INTO A HOME OF MY OWN. WE HAVE SHARED CUSTODY OF OUR 3 ADDOPTED CHILDREN:LAUREN AGE 9, JOSHUA AGE 8, AND CALEB AGE 2. ALL THREE WERE ADDOPTED FROM BIRTH AND ARE ALL BI-RACIAL. I'M BAPTIST AND HAVE SERVED IN THE MINISTRY FOR NEARLY 14 YEARS. I WAS SAVED OCT. 2ND 1991 AND SURRENDERED TO PREACH IN 1994. I GRADUATED FROM BIBLE COLLEGE A FEW YEARS LATER. I HAVE PASTORED, BUT I AM CURRENTLY DOING SUPPLY PREACHING. I'M NOT SURE WHAT LIES AHEAD. BUT I KNOW AFTER TWENTY YEARS OF MARRIAGE IT WILL BE HARD TO FACE LIFE ALONE. MY CHILDREN ARE VERY IMPORTANT TO ME. THEIR HAPPINESS AND SECURITY ARE MY MAIN CONCERN APART FROM SERVING GOD. I'M A BIG GUY, 6'2" AND 295LBS. WITH AN EVEN BIGGER HEART. MOST PEOPLE SAY I LOOK 30 INSTEAD OF 40. I WOULD LIKE TO TALK BY EMAIL FOR NOW. I'M NOT READY TO DATE YET. I PLAN TO REMAIN FAITHFUL IN MY MARRIAGE UNTIL THE DIVORCE IS FINAL, NOT JUST PHYSICALLY, BUT EMOTIONALLY AS WELL.