Well I am a person who is far from perfect, I know that I lack an active relationship with God and therefore I will continue to have obstacles in my life. I love jesus and he has always walked with me, but I am a fence sitter. I know that this is not the way im suppose to be but, silly as it sounds im flighty. Im sure one day I will change my ways and get it together, and quite being a procrastinater. It is just very hard in our world today and the paths some of us take are the paths to nowhere. I pray everyday ill have the courage to change but until im truly ready to give my whole self, than I cannot. I think that if you have a person who willhelp influence you so you dont have to journey alone it would be much easier. Lonliness can come even if your in a room full of people. And that is a sad thing.