I had tried a non-Christian site and discovered that I would like someone who is as devoted to Christ, fellowship, and life as much as me. In the last few years, I have been learning who I am. I am finally growing into that person that God wants me to be. I can be proud, headstrong, and rebellious. God is always patient and mercyful with me. I am still learning to be kind to me. I have two adult children who do not live at home. I have been divorced since 1987. My former husband passed away in 2000. I didn't realize what a good man I had until he was gone. I want a second chance.