It seems I'm looking for lightning on a sunny day. It does happen. . . . occasionally. It's rare, but it can happen. Storms always come, and they are filled with lightning. In a storm though, it's not special, it's normal. There are thousands of "sparks", but none that last. Most leave impressions in some way or another. All seem to fade away. Looking for the one spark that keeps radiating, keeps shining and goes up against any darkness.