I have belittled this in the past. God is teaching me a lesson right now. I'm a Jesus freak and I am serching His perfect will. I am sheding off the religoin and crying for truth. But at the same time I'm tired of coming home to a empty apartment. This is a whim for me, but you know how God works. Make the thing that I have judged, the same avenue that I have to walk though to find my happiness. He is still a good God.