I am now taking the first steps to find the woman that God wants for me to be with. This may not work but I have been sitting idle for over a year now and it's time for me to be more active if this is going to happen. I am closer to the Lord more than ever but I know that I need to do some of the footwork. I can't just sit back and expect Him to set everything up. I am a rough-around-the-edges former marine. I was not born christian. I grew up mostly on the streets and didn't find Christ until I was in jail and well on my way to being a career criminal. I am looking for the woman that is running next to me in this race.