There is a point in life where one comes to the end of searching in meaningless directions, and finally submit to the will of God. God's will open up doors of purpose and life. I have come to that place and my life has never been the same. It is so great to awake in the morning and ask God to bring others across your path to bless, whether it's in word, deed or financially. Loving other people is very important to me. I also believe for me to prosper I must live my life by priority. God, family, ministry, work. Regardless of my life experiences in past relationships, I do beleive true happiness and love is attainable in God. I do believe that marriage is ministry.