I am a widow of almost 5 years and have 2 grown children. I am 48, almost 49, and do not want to grow older alone. I think God gave us this comfort of having a partner and soul mate to get through this life with joy restored when it has been ended early as mine was. We were married 26 years and I miss the feeling of being cherished. There are so many deceitful people out there that I am reaching the point of giving up. I have placed this in God's hands and depend on Him to restore my joy.