This is so difficult for me. I have tried so many different ways of meeting people and now I have to try this. In describing myself, I must say that I am a little bit lonely, yet very friendly and outgoing in public. I love people and I love my church. I guess I have been alone in a big crowd. I have four grown children that I will always love, and one beautiful grandson. I work in a big hospital where I meet many people every day, but none that I could really get to know on a personal level. I think that what I am trying to say is that I really want someone special to spend my free time with; someone very exciting and different, because I am exciting and different.