What can I tell you other than I am finally on the only path that matters in life. . . although it is a difficult path I cannot chose another. I have been alone for many years now and wonder if there is another for me in this world although I wonder if this is my destiny to walk the remainder of this path w/out another woman in my life. I do not know the answer to this and many other questions that I ponder. I am a believer in our lord and savior and the rest really does not matter.