You will find me to be generous and a gentleman. Mother said I was born with it. I am well read and a lifelong student of body mind and spirit and how they intertwine. No subject is off-limits to me.
I am a precision millwright traveling from job to job in the Continental United States. A millwright covers a large area so I say I deal in steel. I am always doing something different which appeals to me. I am intelligent and a hard worker so I have a good reputation in this industry. I work between 50 and 84 hours a week depending on the job. Since 2002 I have lived in motels and campgrounds. I braid leather and work on the computer in my spare time. I travel heavy with a leather shop, computer, gadgets, refrigerator, a gang box filled with tools, camping gear and several totes filled with the comforts of a home.
I have many professions behind me. Offset printing, roofing, carpentry, mechanic, web master, A+ in computers. Not much I have not done. I master whatever I put my head to. I pretty much do what I want to make a living. I drink an occasional three to five beers. When I can find Matuse I will have some wine. I do not do drugs, liquor or drunkenness.
Between jobs I take time off. Sometimes the whole summer. For instance in Aug. and Sept. of 06 I spent a week at Juniper Springs in Fl, a week on Nags Head Beach in NC and a week in the Smoky Mountains. I like my lifestyle but it is very lonely. I'm ready to get off the road and start a life with a partner who knows how to help me bring peace and serenity into our home. I have been totally alone since 2002. I think loneliness is something I needed to experience in my life. I had never really been alone before. I think because of the experience I will appreciate my woman much more than I ever have in the past. I am looking for the long haul. I have an undeniable need to love and be loved. We all need that love. The emotional connection. No connection, no erection. No one night stands, it is all or nothing. That's the way it is, period.
We must be able to communicate our deepest fears and desires without fear. Compassionate and intelligent communication will bridge all problems. I am done with fighting and arguing with my woman. I will be passive to a point. I know that Jesus lives but I don't thump the bible. I try very hard not to lie, cheat or steal. I say try because it is hard not to sin.
I'm tough. I have a generous and compassionate heart with a tough exterior. I'm street wise and spirit wise. I'm a warrior. Warriors have pains in the mind that affect judgment. Warriors understand the law of cause and effect in the experiences of the mind. Warriors pass through pain. Warriors know that humans make many moves without knowing why they did it. They think they know. In effect: "Forgive them Father they know not what they do". Thus a reason to forgive which gives in to compassion. A warrior will not give themselves to the world for the world will consume them. The layers to compassion are peeled back one layer at a time. All actions are motivated at the deepest level by one of two emotions, love or fear. These are the only two words in the language of the soul. Without fear and love no other idea could exist. Fear is energy that contracts, closes down, draws in, runs, hides, hoards and harms. Love is energy that expands, opens up, sends out, stays, reveals, shares, and heals. Fear clothes our bodies, love allows us to stand naked. Fear clings to and clutches all that we have, love gives all that we have a way. Fear grasps, love let's go. Fear attacks, love amends. My woman does not have a face and I miss her very much. If you can understand and relate to these words then we need to talk.
I do not know where I will be a month from now. I am free and my plans change quick. I need a lifelong partner and it has to be a female. If you think you fit what I'm looking for I will come to meet with you. Approach me fearlessly because you have nothing to fear from me. My name is Jim and I approved this message. :-)