Firstly, am not paying member at this time, this may change after a while. . . ? I am 46yo w/f begining over after 25yr mrrg, looking for a companion, friend, study partner, penpal, to share familiar faith preferences & spiritual goals with. looking to grow in my on again/off again devotion to faith. grow together or be a compassionate faith leader for me to be capable of consistency, never done this online thing ever. last date, 25 yrs ago. 27yo son, he's my only child, and my heart. although he lives only 40 mins from me, we do not get much time together. there are no grand-babies, most likely wont be any, and this makes me sad. Is am very independent, strong minded/willed, yet kind, caring and charitable so long as is possible.