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I've been married only one time. My first and only. This is sort of weird for me. I have three grown boys (married) had children young. One daughter. Was married 23 years. To what I thought was a good loving man. To now learn different. I was deeply hurt by my husbad. I consider myself a good person. Always putting the needs of others first instead of myself. Kind of shy. Attend church. Non smoker or drinker. AS I said i'm not so sure about this.