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Hi im heidi. ok so, I know what I want out of life and its to serve the lord to the best of my ability. few tings: I wanna have fun, and live life appropriately. I love the water and I love to drive.
i am looking for a guy that can be a gentleman and confident. I don't want a pushover. someone who appreciates what he has in life. he should also have direction and style. i'm rational but still open-minded. people think i'm still immature, yet i'm much more mature than they expect. I don't play games, and I try to be fair with all. I am generous, so just don't take advantage.
why is I t so hard to find a decent gentleman?