First and foremost I love Christ! I keep Christ in my thought life all day every day. . . I try to let God take my designs and help me, allow myself to see just how little my designs really matter in comparison to Truth and Spirit and the Love of Christ. I use every day to try and get closer and closer to a better understanding of Truth, and a closer relationship to Christ. It seems to me, anything that gets in the way of Gods Grace is a false reality, and can do nothing but harm to my journey. I have to stay on top of my game, in order to maintain my peace, Grace is the gift, but peace comes from living in a manner that reflects as much of Christ as we are capably of, for that day given us. I have run into some very, "lit up with the Lord", Sisters on this site, so that in itself, has made this site worth wile for me. Their really are people out there that Get It. (Praise God) "It" being the message given to us By Christ, and Scripture. Love for your Brothers and Sisters, but most of all Love for God! Love, not judgment! Service to our Brothers, not intimidation. How can we as Mortals become ready for A True Rebirth from this World to Spirit, Through Christ? Well, I can't believe we can do this by lip service, and judgments. I'm sad to see what a lot of Christians have done to the flock by embracing Judgment. Do we really think Christ smiles on this kind of treatment to our fellows? 2 years ago I lied in bed ill for 30 months. The doctors flooded my system with drugs that made me even sicker. When I didn't think I could take any more of this, I found myself being welcomed into a odd but Christ Powered Church, that within a year and a half I was back on my feet, and knee deep in Scripture. I was asked to Trust Christ! Scripture speaks to me of Love, and Spirit through Christ. I spend a lot of time in the Bible. Paul's letters are a constant source of insight and Love for me. I think I could, and will, read these Letters for the rest of my life knowing the layers of consciousness will get deeper, and deeper as my Inner Child becomes matured and more and more willing to except this reality of Christ. The trick is, for me to embrace God, and give credence to Christs Spirit and Love. I had a lot of so called "good times" embracing the LIE, so I thought, but it did eventually show itself for what it was, A LIE. Today, I wake up every day feeling the Piece from Gods will, that is, when I'm not getting in the way. So the narrow path is a welcome one for this Man.