36 year old Christian male looking for the princess that God has made for him. In reality though, to many people I could be considered quite 'boring' in that I am quite an introspective type of guy, even if I do have quite a playful side to me. You know, I don't actually expect that anything I write here is going to bring the woman of my dreams to me, and the whole matter of my life is in the hands He who got bloody holes punched through them, hands which suspended His weight on a rough wooden cross until He died because He loves human people like you and me. It's this love I wanted to write about. I don't know where you are or how you are doing while you are reading this, but I do know one very important thing and that is that God really loves you. If you come onto this site and never hear from anyone, and you feel you are all on your own with nobody to love you, you need to remember right here and now that God, Father, Son and Holy Spirit, loves you very very much, and that He will take care of every one of your needs according to His glorious riches in Jesus Christ. Their will never be a point in your life when God will not take care of your needs, fair and square. You don't need to worry about tomorrow, or about fullfilling those needs because if you just seek to press into your relationship with God, He will meet all of those needs. He has also promised to satisfy your desires with good things (Psalm 103). It might seem terribly condescending for me to say these things to Christians who know their bibles, but you know, we all need to hear these things and be reminded of the simple truths of our faith. As for me, I have battled with some pretty tough things in my life and I have battled with depression as a result. I have been very low indeed, but at no time has God ever left me, and at no time has He ever left me with a need un-met. I am not a wealthy man at all, by the world's standards and by my nation's standards, I am pretty darn poor to be honest, but God has always provided. As for relationships, the desire is there if God would send her, lol, but I am not going to pretend that I am realy much of a catch at all. I mean, I am averagely good looking but the issue with me is that I don't work as a result of battling depression and a woman is not drawn to a man like that. I don't hold it against her in the least and I understand why she struggles with that (and believe me this is not a clever ploy to play anyone's heart strings). One reality about life is that it is very short and we all need to make the most of what we have been given. Lets all work on our relationships with the Lord firstly and foremost, and see what He does in our lives, (and who He sends)! and lets deal with those lies that satan tells us. . . . all that nonsense about not being worthy, or being unlovable, or being too short, or tall, or too fat. . . . lets deal with those UNTRUTHS which wound us and wound other people and expose them as that lies that they are. Jesus loves YOU for YOU, and nothing else ultimately matters other than that. If you read to the end of this, you can proudly say that you have gone through an endurance trial and you may consider yourself to be a person of great patience and character! lolThanks for reading, God bless, Michael. I need to add at the end here for everyone who had contacted me, I am not a full member of this site and can't contact you or reply to your emails. If you do want to get in touch, please send me an email address I can write to. To everyone who has been on touch, please forgive me for not writing back, but I am unable to do so. God bless you!