Hello, this is just the tip of the iceberg of my life but maybe it will give you a little idea of me. married to a wonderful man for 18 years. widowed at age 39. remarried a christian man with 4 wonderful children and felt like cinderella until one day he decided he didnt want to be married anymore He was having a midlife crisis and I told him a motorcycle would have been a lot better for both of us but oh well life really does go on. I was an ephesians 5 wife completely. I dont know why all this happened but I am trusting Jesus and am just excited about whatever it is he has in my future. His word says he has plans to give me hope and a future. I only wanted a husband to be a godly husband who would treat me as the word says like a precious jewel. and he did until he got too busy with making money and placing that before everything else in his life I guess all that power changed him and his morals. I am waiting for God when it comes to starting a new relationship. Ok now about me. I love to travel. love the theatre. The mountains are to me the most perfect place in the world this side of heaven and one day want to have a cabin in the mountains where I can fish and grill and also sit in front of a fireplace and just enjoy the life God has blessed me with. I love to cook I am an RN and feel that is my Gift from God and so I put 100 percent into taking care of my patients. My one big flaw is I have a maid. I love having a clean house but am too busy with other things in life to deal with cleaning all the time. I do it when I need to but that is the one thing I treat myself with I am not into shopping and so hey why not. I love to have friends over for dinner and play cards or watch a great movie. I am the preverbial optimist and I know that drives some people nuts but it is the one way to keep my joy above all and isnt that what christ says to do. I love praise and worship to me that is when I feel closest to my Jesus. His word says he inhabits the praises of his people and I love praising into his presence. If anyone can relate to this situation I would like to talk. As far as what Im looking for? well I wont lie looks do matter and I know there is no male or female alive that is being honest if they say they dont. they are not the be all end all but they matter. that being said He has to be 100% sold out to Jesus and the desires to be an ephesians 5 man. Next be optomistic, funny, like to travel, fish, go out movies, theatre long weekend trips, the mountains and is romantic without having to work at it. wow not asking for much huh. well at least im honest Blessings in Jesus.