Many may think that spending a few hours in a prayer room at midnight is foolish or just borderline insane. But the "wisdom of the world is foolishness to God" (1 Corinthians 2:14-15) . I realize that this world is just a place that I am passing through. I belong with my Father in Heaven, and in spite of what so many people say, I'm going to try every day to do something that will affect eternity. Deep down I think everyone knows, to some degree, that being lowered into the ground cannot possibly be all there is to this life. God loves His creation (us) so much that He has done everything He can do to try and pull us out of the junk that we live in every day, and to show us that we were created for much more than wasting our lives to make tons of money, have a huge house, nice car, etc. In the end, all those things are just going to be gone. It almost sounds like foolishness to live for temporal things and not eternal things when you have been given the chance to. Eternity is a very real place. Deep down I think everyone knows that. Psalm 53:1 says that "The fool has said in his heart, 'There is no God. '" It's just so hollow to think that this life began by a huge mistake (evolution) and will just end. I don't think anyone likes the thought of that to be honest. Many, as I was for so long, just don't want to be held accountable for how they are living and know they shouldn't be. God has put in me a passion for people, way to connect with people that I never thought I would have. If you're reading this, please don't think I'm trying to condemn you. This is just very real and totally on my heart so I have to say it. I would LOVE to talk to you.