I have 4 children and 11 grandchildren. I am trying to change my life for the better. I raised all 4 of my children basically all their lives by myself. My youngest son graduates from high school in June 2009 and I will be by myself. I pray for my children every night before I go to bed and every morning when I wake up. I have taken care of children for 24 years and I feel it is time that I start taking care of my self and my needs. God has brought me through so many hard times and He is telling me that it is time for me and that things will get better. I believe that. I just don't know how to do it. A friend of mine told me about this site. So I thought I would give it a try. If you want to know more, just ask me. I am truthful and honest.