MY FREE TRIAL HAS EXPIRED. IF U SEND SOMETHING & THERE IS NO REPLY IT IS BECAUSE I CANNOT AS I TRY TO ALWAYS REPLY (Just found out I can only reply w/ a halo for now). I WILL STILL BE LOOKING AROUND THE SITE, BUT HOPE TO OBTAIN ACTIVE MEMBERSHIP SOON. . . . Hello! The absolute sovereignty of ALMIGHTY GOD gives me the most comfort, reassurance, trust & faith by which to live. I am a very straightforward, yet tactful individual! Honest, loyal, caring, compassionate, affectionate, sarcastic, love to laugh, far from perfect. I am an impassioned person & am very big on communication. My relationship w/ the LORD: There is a lot of history & detail within my testimony. To put it simply for now, I went from atheist to agnostic to belief. The LORD pursued my heart for many years before becoming a CHRISTian. I am so thankful HE pursues me still! I have always had a restless heart, & the LORD is the only One who has ever kept me grounded. There have been times when I have pulled away from HIM, but HE never lets me go- HE always clears my thoughts & proves HIMself faithful. It seems my faith is consistently being challenged in some way, & I am thankful the LORD is always working on my heart. GOD ALMIGHTY is my eye of the storm. When chaos is all around, HE is the peace, rest & trust within it. I am most at peace when I am not distracted from HIM. Despite the passions & goals in my heart, what I desire most at this point in my life is to please the LORD. Not just w/ my life, but within my heart, mind & very soul. The LORD consistently challenges me to trust HIM more. I am amidst a challenge of faith right now. As w/ each challenge, it is very difficult at first, but it gradually gets better as HE draws me closer. I am so far from perfect, nonetheless, my heavenly FATHER is the cornerstone in my life. Afar off am I, but my heart desires closeness w/ the LORD that surpasses the worth of words. Personal goals: I am starting school this fall for nursing. This will be used to go into emergency/ field medicine. I may seek information in the area of non-profit organizations. I wish to keep learning sign language & hope to be able to use it at some point. By GOD's grace, my main goal is to become part of an international medical missions team/s. Also, I would love to be a hands-on part of contributing to building homes, wells & aqueducts in parts of the world where clean water is a dream. My dreams are to serve HIM with my life & a fiery heart! I long to know the character & heart of GOD intimately & stay fast to HIM no matter what may follow. Passions: I desire an intimate relationship w/ the LORD that surpasses the worth of words. I love cultural diversity. I have strong interest & stands in political issues regarding Biblical truth. The LORD has given me passions for emergency medicine, desire to change the health care system to where anyone, anywhere despite financial or social status can be cared for if they are hurt or sick, hands-on clean water initiatives, protecting the pre-born child, eliminating child/ human trafficking, international medical missions & the LORD has been working on my heart regarding evangelism over the last couple of yrs. Spending time: Good conversation about the things that truly matter & quality time w/ family & friends are the best! Working out has become a priority for a number of reasons. I gave my television away. . there is just so much trash on it. But. . I LOVE CHRISTian music & have it playing much of the time. I would like to go hiking or caving- or repelling again! When others meet me & easily see the reserved part of me upfront, they are almost always surprised to learn that there is an adventurous part to me as well. I do not have kids of my own, but have 4 little ones in my life that I miss & love spending time w/! My baby sister has my heart. Mate's qualities wished for: My heart longs for a GOD fearing man w/ a heart for the LORD who earnestly seeks to please HIM, continually know HIM better & put GOD ALMIGHTY first. A man who longs to fulfill the LORD's calling in his life. Someone I can pray w/, who challenges me in my faith & I in theirs. A man who is convicted about not smoking or drinking. STRAIGHTFORWARD! Honest, loyal, caring, compassionate, thoughtful, romantic, affectionate, has something they are passionate about, who makes me laugh & values quality time. I like a man who is old fashioned in some ways, but who will still regard me & respect my thoughts & feelings. It is certainly NOT a must, but much of the time I find myself drawn to African American or biracial men. Darker skin is so beautiful! Also, the way he treats, speaks to & regards others is of significant importance. I am praying over a soulmate- a man I can love unabashedly w/ my whole heart who will return the same. My best friend who will be there through whatever the LORD allows, growing closer & stronger. I also have a strong desire for CHRISTian friendships. So, perhaps if anything, a genuine friend could be made. You know, genuine in-your-face friends who are straightforward, honest, loyal, accountable & kind, yet will tell you the hard truth & even dish sarcasm right back at you! Ask me whatever you like. There is more here than what is on this page.