Single Christian Network

I SUPPOSE I SHOULD SAY THAT THE FIRST PART OF MY LIFE, I BEHAVED IN A VERY HEDONISTIC WAY. FROM THE AGE OF TWELVE, I WAS MAD AT GOD FOR HAVING TAKEN AWAY MY LITTLE BROTHER. NOW, I KNOW BETTER. I BELIEVE IN GOD'S LOVE FOR ME AND MY GRATITUDE FOR ALL HE HAS GIVEN ME. TODAY I LIVE MY LIFE ACCORDING TO HIS WILL. I AM NOT PERFECT AND I DO STUMBLE (FREQUENTLY) . BUT I KNOW I AM SAVED AND DESTINED TO JOIN HIM IN HEAVEN AT THE END OF MY DAYS. IF WE ARE MEANT TO BE TOGETHER, NOTHING CAN GET IN THE WAY. I AM A CARNAL PERSON AND BELIEVE THERE IS SOMEONE MEANT FOR ME. IS THAT YOU??????