Does Jesus mean more to you than anything else ?The thing I love most is the drawing & I can't get close enough, be enough or do enough & it's not because I have to it's that I want to more than anything I've ever wanted in my life. Thinking about the plans for this church the Lord has started me thinking about has me feeling like a child on Christmas eve. At one time I only gave God 10% of my time & life. In a 15 hr. day I gave 1. 5 hrs. , I increased His time to 33%=5hrs & then 75%=10hrs. , ect. . . I had an adult S. S. class & a men's ministry, was asked to do Youth & music in another church, started a church in a home & then heard a man explaine the difference between a believer and a disciple and I realized there was a walk I had not experienced, Yet. I went to Ministry school for a year 2 years ago. I'm praying for His Perfect Will, I'm not 100% perfect but He has my permission to do whatever it takes to use me .