I am a middle age black man who loves the Lord. Since my wife lift I have envolved my self in personal and what I think are creative activities. I have spent time with my teenage kids, whom I support and love very much. We are still a family even thought they don't have two parents a home. I have found after about two years of being by myself that I want to love again. I am not dull, ugly, or old, but I refuse to go the way of the world. I was good to my wife and I want to be good to someone who loves me. I will post a picture soon.