Single Christian Network

First and foremost I am looking for a husband. I don't want to meet and marry but I'm not interested in dating and giving my heart away only to be hurt. I am divorced and have 2 amazing children but after my divorce I vowed to wait for a husband. The one my Lord sends me. I've been praying for you and my prayers have been that you love the Lord with all that you are, that your honest and care more about others then yourself. I long to live life with laughter and joy having fun every step of the way. My children need a godly male example. I know what rejection feels like as you probably do as well, so if your not truly interested in getting to know my heart, I'm not the one for you. Please be honest and upfront, I'm a big girl I've been there and done that and that's not what I'm looking for.