Lately I feel I have been growing closer to God. . . I am very very active in my church and am sure in my faith. . . I have gone through some pretty rough times in my life but I have found that God was always there with me and saw me through them. . . but of course there is always room to grow more. I recently just lost a really good Christian friend of mine. She and two others were killed in a car accident. She was the true meaning of a Christian to me. She lived for God. Everything she did was for God. I miss her so much. She meant so much to so many. She will be missed and I can't wait to see her in heaven. Also I recently moved to El Paso, TX for an intense discipleship training program and while I was here I found out that one of my other best friends was shot and killed. It has been rough but God has never let me down. He has filled my life with so much joy and so many blessings to take care of the pain and sorrow. I just looking for friends right now because part of my training is being married to God until June and so I am not allowed to date. I know this sounds weird but it is really a good thing. It helps in so many ways that I can't really describe right now.