
Beginning with Christianity, I am someone who was raised by a godly woman and an agnostic father, sarrounded by over-educated atheists. My beleif in God is therefore strengthened by science, not apposed to it. I have found the most hypoctritical people to be within church walls, so I havn't been to an actual church in YEARS. . . I also beleive that RELIGION is a man-made instatution, and therefore has all the potential to be evil. I beleive in christianity, not religion. I am also not looking for a man to rescue me or save me, but a man to be my partner and pray with and be a father to my hypothetical children. I have been burned and hurt by the ways of the world, rejected by it because I wasn't naturally anorexic or a track star. The most attractive thing I have ever seen in a man is integrity and the ability to stand up for what is right, regardless of wether it benefited him or not. I crave maturity and long sightedness in people. I long for integrity and to find someone who answers to more than just popular culture or his freinds. I want to be proud of the person I was at the end of my life, and I hope God blesses me with someone who feals the same. . ....