Hi, my name Matilda. I am 27. When I was 13 I had my first son, that was the start of my journey to parent hood. After the 5th child, I fell into a viciuse circle of drugs and alchol. When I became pregnt with my 6th child I went to rehab. Aftermy 10th child I started to believe in god. By the time the 17th came, I thought I was crazy. By the 18th, I knew I had to give up sex for gods sake. Now I dovte my life to religion.