Hi everyone, the most important things in my life are God and my beautiful children. The way I acheive my serenity is playing Christian music on my acoustic guitar. If I didn't have my guitar, I don't know how I would handle stress. I'm just going to be blunt here: I have 4 kids who live with their mother, and half my pay goes to child support. Occationally when I do meet people, it doesn't really work out because I don't earn a lot of money after child support or because of the number of children I have. Here is my question: Is there anyone out there who would be attracted to someone because of who they are and not how much money they make???Has the whole world gone superficial? Is there anyone who loves from their heart? I was married for 10 years and I've been out of the loop for a long time, but I hope that there is someone out there for me who is willing to like me for the person that I am, and the man I strive to be. I consider myself to be a sweet person and very respectful of other people. When I do meet that certain someone, they will be the sunshine in my life and I will show it. I'm starting to wonder if true love even exist anymore. I hope I'm wrong about that.