Hi everyone, I love creating. I make Floral Arrangements, picture colleges, etc. . . I love to exercise, go to movies and eat out for dinner. I am involved with my community by volunteering down at the Food Pantries and visiting with the elderly. I amalso involved with my church activities and love to dance. I walk up to 5 miles 3 times a week and love to swim. Six Flags is one of my favorite places to go because I am such a kid. Smile. . . I am a people person, the life of the party. Always making people laugh. I love life and laughter. If you can make me laugh and smile a lot then you are the one for me. I need you to be my best friend in the good and bad times. I will be there for you. Would you be there for me?
GODS WILL BE DONE IN JESUS' NAME. I AM REAL, NO PLAYERS PLEASE!I have a big heart and I wish to make a difference in people's lives. The elderly and children have always been on my heart. My pastor once said that I have the biggest gift of mercy he had ever seen. I have always taken good care of myself and am guessed to be 28-31 yrs. old. I am down to earth and old fashioned but love to have a lot of fun. I am looking for a man after Gods own heart. His heart must be beautiful, the outward appearance is second to the heart. He needs to be funny and make me laugh. This is important! The things we desire from this material world that we think will make us happy (money, popularity, fame, etc. . . ) is a lie from hell that I simple will not surrender to it. It will make us comfortable but will never give us the true happiness that our Father God wants for us. I believe if you surrender to this lie from hell (sell your soul to Satan) and choose the material things of this world than you have made it your God! So please if you think you could ever win me over with the material things that you would have to offer me, then think again and DO NOT RESPOND to my profile. There are so many females out there looking for the material way of life that it makes it hard for females like me. Seek them and do not waste my time. I AM FOR REAL! Do not misunderstand what I am saying, I desire to be comfortable and happily in love with the man God has for me. I believe that God wants us to prosper but not to put the material things of this world above everything, everyone (children) , and especially him. When I was 29 years old a lady who was in my house church (who I call my spiritual mother) spoke a word to me. She said that God wanted her to tell me that I give, give, and give but I did not receive. I thought this was a good thing. She said because I would not receive from my brothers and sisters in Christ that I was taking away their blessings. It was like hitting a brick wall and my heart grieved so very much. She went on to say that God was gonna humble me. The humbling began two weeks later and is still going strong. I used to say, "there can't be much humbling left. " I WAS WRONG! Years later I made the mistake and shouted out to God, "How strong do you think I am", if you won't open a door than crack a window and I will crawl through it. " Later when I calmed down I got on my knees and repented for my outburst, and asked for forgiveness. I AM A WOMAN THAT FEARS THE LORD! Then and there I surrendered to my Father in Heaven and the humbling continues today. I praise him in the good times and the bad times because I know he has my back and he will never give me anymore than I can handle. However, he will allow me to fall if that is what it takes to get me where he wants me at the time because he loves me that much. I have been specific in my prayers as to who I want as my husband. First and foremost I pray for GODS WILL BE DONE IN JESUS NAME in every area of my life. I WILL KNOW WHEN I MEET HIM! Games have no authority over my life! I do not play games and I have a low tolerance for anyone who does. God has given me the awesome gift of discernment. I will know if you are playing a game or if you are the one he has for me. God has a great work for me before I go home to him and I will not allow anymore guys to get in my way in Jesus name. While on my journey to be the person God wants me to be my heart was broken by a man who came off as a Godly man. Always in church and very active in church. You name it he did it and was best friends with the pastor. I was everything he had prayed for and more. His true self started coming out 1 1/2 years into our two year relationship. ALWAYS BEHIND CLOSED DOORS! I ended this relationship on my 44th birthday. It was December 20, 2003 at 2:20pm in the great city of San Antonio, Texas (one of my favorite cities) only two months into my Mothers passing away and going home to Heaven where my daddy already was. My mother died a slow, miserable death. I took care of her and didn't sleep up to 2 days at a time. I never slept more than three hours at a time. I couldn't leave her alone in a Nursing Home all by herself. It simply is not in me to do so. She was on life support 3 times, had a peg tube for food, couldn't walk, talk, or even lift her head. IT BROKE MY HEART TO SEE HER LIKE THAT! I will never understand how people can leave their loved ones in a nursing home and forget them. I tried to love everyone of them because everyone should feel loved at the end of their journey here on earth no matter what. Even if they weren't loving themselves. IF YOU DO NOT FEEL THIS WAY AT ALL, PLEASE DO NOT CONTACT ME??? This 2 year relationship with that so called man of God changed my life forever in a very big way. I shut the door, locked it, turned off both house and cell phones, and for the first time in my life I didn't go running to someone else to make me fell better or to fix it. I was completely in the desert, alone for the first time in my life. The first three months I was numb, after that I was content being with God and just God for the rest of that year. It was hard but God pulled me through it. He pulled me up by my boot straps, dusted me off, and helped me to pick the right path. HIM AND ONLY HIM FOR A YEAR. NO GUYS WHATSOEVER! My head was finally clear for the first time in years. I will NOT waste anymore time with a pretend to be Christian that supposedly wants Gods will in their life. IF YOU ARE NOT FOR REAL THAN LEAVE ME ALONE!!! IT IS THAT SIMPLE!!! I divorced my husband nine years ago this June 2nd and I am in no hurry. I had to learn the hard way that Gods time is the best time. That's OK today and I will wait on the Lord. The truth is I am so very lonely for a soul mate to call my own. This is exactly why I wish to wait on the Lord and am in no hurry. I do not want to marry someone who is not Gods will, I would rather be alone. It's been so bad, it's gonna be AWESOME! I know this to be true because Romans 8:28 says so. PRAISE TO JESUS AND GLORY TO GOD IN THE HIGHEST!I PRAY THAT GOD BLESSES ALL OF YOU WITH THE ONE HE HAS FOR YOU. AMEN AND AMEN