"Jesuse" has changed my perspective on my situation. What I need to do is figure out what God's purpose on me. If God wants me to be with some one special, He has the ability to put him in my path. Therefore, It is time for me to focus on servingHim and finding my purpose. I am waiting my Lord to send me one of his children to be in my life, to love and respect him as a man of my life as the bible tells me. God bless you.